BOARDS...
WOW! What a day! I can’t believe that I actually survived 8 hours of pure concentration and filling in bubble sheets. Today was the day that I have been dreading for the past 2 years. It is almost hard to believe that this day that I had pushed so far in the future has now come and gone. I really don’t know how I feel about today. Part of me is just so happy that it is over—no more studying---But the other part of me is going to be in knots until I find out if I passed.
I thought that after this test ended—that my stress would also end. But now I will be stressed out for the next four weeks wondering if I passed. I hope that my guesses were right—otherwise I might be taking this again in July! Ahhhh…
This test really amazed me. I don’t really know how we are supposed to just know everything. Really! Is this to test me on how much I know—or how much I really don’t know! I guess I can say that I wouldn’t have studied any differently! I knew what I knew! This could be a bad thing if I don’t pass—how would I prepare for the next time?!? There is just no way of knowing. Where is my visit from the “esteem team” when I need it? ha ha ha I wish that I had enough confidence in myself that others have in me!
On top of all of this other stress in my life…Eric decided to by a motorcycle. What is he thinking. I wish my life were as carefree as my husbands. He doesn’t seem to have a stress or worry in the world. Maybe I just have enough stress for the both of us! However, I don’t have to work tomorrow—and I may be doing a little bit of spending myself! Ha ha ha
posted by Melissa @ 7:46 PM
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THe esteem team is here to cheer you up!! ha ha ha...today was pretty interesting, wasn't it?! Yeah, so i don't know what to feel, other than happy i don't have to think about it again until the results get back. I'll just cry then! :) So, about that motorcycle purchase, just think about all those late summer night rides up the canyon you can take....eh!! ha ha I'm sure you will make some purchases of your own real soon! See ya then!
It has been two days since our experience. I think I repressed it so deeply that I get flashes once in a while. I will be driving and all of the sudden I will rememeber a quesiton about radiation levels; in the shower I get a flashback of trying to decide which oral hygiene aid to recommend to the patient. I might have to enter some kind of counseling to overcome this post traumatic stress! ha ha ha...see you tomorrow at the sealant clinic.
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