Just another day...

So, it is Sunday night and I am still stressed out about boards. I don't know if I will ever be ready to take these tests. But I am ready to have them over with just so that I can quit thinking about them. I can't wait for the month of April---it will seem like such a breeze. The stress is really getting old. I wish that I was able to handle stress differently than I do. My solution is to sleep a lot and to eat even more. Really, what is this accomplishing?!?

Just to add another section to my "food journal"--today was another doozie. I just keep finding more weird things to eat. I am NOT pregnant, but am getting a little concerned at what I will be like when I am! Today I found myself eating a jar of peanut butter with a spoon. I don't even think that I like peanut butter--at least by itself--but today it has never tasted so good. I have also managed to eat popcorn, pickles, a large box of junior mints (YUMMY), chocolate pudding, etc. Is there a theme to my habits....Salty?....Sweet?....or just anything that I can swallow?! ha ha ha

I talked to my parents tonight. They were telling me how I needed to get plenty of rest and eat good food. Then they invited me up for some cookie dough ice cream. I had to turn down the offer--but I was tempted! They will probably come down tomorrow night for some birthday treats. I figure that the more people I have eat cake and ice cream--there will be less left over for me to eat! I really am crazy! ha ha ha

I asked my brother-in-law that is a pharmacist to give me some drugs to calm me down. I need more energy and less stress. I just figured that there would be a pill to do that and somehow he would just give it to me! Not so! He told me that all I needed was a good multi-vitamin. He gave me enough for 2 weeks to see if I like them before he orders them for me. They come in daily doses (4 pills) individually packaged. He was telling me that when he takes them it really boosts his energy. So I was really hopeful. Well, I have been taking them for a week and all I noticed is that my pee is fluorescent. Other than that--nothin'! Maybe they will help me from getting sick or even worse--a cold sore! Now that's positive thinking, eh?!